Cooper is wondering,
"Who are they?"
Is it alien?

I think ...
Maybe alien is real,
or not real.
Maybe they aren't alien.
They just us.
Or maybe we are alien.
All of us.

In the end of the Interstellar,
finally Cooper realized.
They just him.
So, maybe i am you, and you are me.
We are everything and everyone.
Stop thinking that we are different.

why

sleep then tears

Let me sleep

Let me cry a little 

Let me sleep with my tears on my pillow

I never feel like this before

I just ... 

... 

... 

... 

Trying to breath well. 

2020

Corona virus. 

Nothing else. 

All of my dream look so sad in my wishlist book. 

They want to be realized. 

But there's nothing i can do. 

I am sad. 

Confused. 

Mad. 

Hopeless. 

I know this is not the end. 

All i want is skip this Corona era. 

Damn. 

Good morning, love!

I wake up, first.

Always. 

And i don't wanna wake up after you. 

I wash my face,

then brush my teeth. 

And you still sleep, 

but it's okay, still not your time to wake. 

I go to the kitchen. 

Make some sandwich and tea or milk, 

Hmm, tea or milk? 

It's 6.30

I kiss your chubby cheeks. 

"Hei, morning, it's time to wake up."

And always, so hard to open your eyes, huh? 

"I make some sandwich, you want a cup of tea or milk?"

Tea, green tea, you whispering. 

"Okay, but first, wake up."

I prepared your uniform and your nametag,

then waiting you in the kitchen to have some breakfast, and prepared your lunch. 

Just simple salad and sandwich too, in case you still hungry after enjoy your salad. 

It's 7 o'clock

It's gonna be a long day, you said. 

"Why? It's because today is tuesday? Or something else?" I ask. 

Today is tuesday. Ya, you always know. You tell it and laugh. 

I also laughed. 

It's 7.30 

"Good luck!" I said. 

You kiss my forehead, 

I kiss your lips. 

I ll try to go home early. You said. 

"Okay, what do you want for dinner?" I ask. 

You? 

"Hmm, maybe you miss your spaghetti recipe,"

Bolognese. You said. 

"Okay, see you!"

NB: pardon my english T_T

Fleur

Red,

Pink,

White,

Yellow, blue, orange

Lilac, burgundy, and more

Rose,

Tulip,

Carnation, 

Daffodil,

Peony, and Baby's Breath

Why not green?

Monstera,

Rosemary,

Succulent,

Aloe vera,

Terrarium.